Post by mercedes thorn on Jul 14, 2011 15:36:55 GMT -5
MERCEDES LAYLA THORN
"I know you've suffered But I don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless I won't let you be denied"
It's cold and loveless I won't let you be denied"
five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
NAME mercedes layla thorn
GENDER female
NICKNAMES mercy, layla, thorn
AGE sixteen
GRADE sophomore
SEXUALITY heterosexual
SECRETS
i have been raped by my step sister's boyfriend
i hate my father; he is never there for me
PLAYED BY malese jow
HI I'M MERCEDES AND THIS IS ME:
i had a fairly normal childhood. as my childhood goes. it was obviously different seeing as my mother had died while giving birth to me. in the eyes of my father i was her killer. he never spoke those words out loud but his simple gesture of never being around for me even as i was growing up said it all. he was remarried when i barely turned two. with that marriage came along a step sister only three years old at the time. we grew up like sister, blood sisters. we shared everything and were we never apart. we were best friends until she had left me to start school. the drift was small and soon it was forgotten as i started attending school myself. life was good, and even father began to mutter words of how proud he was, with good grades and all. it was something all parents wished for right? kids with good grades and it seemed at long last he would speak to me. but it was too long before that stopped too. i hated that. it wasn't my fault she wasn't here, but it was.....he was the one who forgot about her, marrying some person right away.
it was still better than nothing. things started to get a bit rocky between my step-sister and me. she had started parading around the house like she was the queen bee or something. things had gotten worse as we both entered high school. she was considered "popular" in her groups while i had separated from her into one of those groups people didn't pay attention too. of course seeing as i was her sister people still invited me to social events. of course i was never like her. merely going to keep an eye on her. yeah its rather sad that her own mother sent me along to take care of her child. i wished i had stayed behind. i hate this its all my fault for getting lost and winding up with him. i never really liked him. he was always throwing weird glances my way whenever his girlfriend, my step-sister wasn't around.
i guess he was to blame for our bad sisterly relationship. she was jealous or suspicious i was trying to steal her man. which was obviously not the case. he cornered me, catching me alone before i had the chance to escape from him. it happened it started out slow. i clawed at him to get off but he wouldn't budge. funny how things turned out. it was done and i felt so sick. i kept it to myself, its not like they would believe me. i have to act like myself, different attitude and people will start asking questions. its not like i had someone in that house i could go to and it seemed like my father would do anything to avoid being in the same room with me. if he hates looking at me so much, she should of given me away. or left on some orphanage steps. pushing it in the back of my mind pretending nothing happened. close my eyes and pressed the restart button. sophomore year is going to be way different.....i hope.
YOUR NAME fabby
SOMETHING AWESOME
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how do you measure, measure a year
